Back to post . Moodless today . I'm very sorry for that , I don't except that too . I felt very guilty about that too . I really don't mean it . I'm really sorry for spoiling the atmosphere too . I'm seriously sorry . Yeah , No matter how many sorry doesn't cure anything . As you said , if sorry cures , what are police for ? I know , I don't deserve to be forgiven . All I can say was , Sorry .
Hello all (: Long time no post eh ! LOL . Due to my lazyness .. Hmmmmph , HAPPY NATIONAL DAY ! Happy birthday to KIRWIN LEE KAY WEI TOO (: Sorry for not attending the Lan outing uhh ): I'm uttering lazy for that =x Maple with someone until Liwen prank call me , Tsktsk , Our conversation is like that .

Liwen - BR , Huiwen gonna kena beaten already !
Me - Who are you ?
Liwen - LiwenLiwen , FasterFaster , Huiwen lorh , anyhow diao other girl , then the other calling people now ! Faster !
Me - Huh ? Really ?
Liwen - Yeahyeah , Quick !
Me - Orh , I coming soon .

Plus , this is my 4th time been con . Tsktsk , but nevermind , since I'm bored at home , go compass roam around lorh . Found them , chat + roaming around Compass . Ohyeah , with Liwen's 2 friend . Lawls .

Dhen eat my dinner , POOR me ): Haven't even started eating , HUIWEN Take one of my Meltz T.T But nevermind , I was not hungry at that point . Then share lorh , LOL .
After that , continue roam around , then went to BEST . Slack there . Waiting for Huiwen's brother . Then suddenly , Huiwen's brother shout , 'HEY , BITCH ' Then I over there laughing like M-A-D . Dhen went back home . After that , went to play maple with someone again (= HOHOHO , Dhen she Got to go . Haish , then I play maple alone lorh , POOR ME ): JokingJoking , LOL .
Hmmph , 12.25am already . Still early uhh ? Nah , gonna sleep soon (= , Aren I a good boy ? Sleep so early ? Bhb me , LOL .

Hey , Sorry uhh , play maple halfway then Pangseh you , really really sorry )=
Hey , Hello all . Having lots of problem nowadays , first , lencras 's problem , then friend's problem . Yeah , I know , I've change alot , as Mr Loh said . I'm trying to put a front in front of me , not to get bully easily , by doing that , you all know how much I suffer ? You all claim to know , but you're wrong .You all said , I flirt , playboy etc . Do you think I want to do that ? No , I'm just trying to know girl's thinking , to get to know more about girls , to comfort my stead , is that even wrong ? Yeah , I know I'm guailan , I guailan , I learn from you all . Don't tell me you all not guailan . You all know how much I suffer ? NO . You all said , I have stead already , still flirt other girl . You know , she seldom talk to me in school , only talk on phone . What is this counted as ? How am I able to know her well ? Keep on going out with you guys , and yeah , I know , you all didn't force her , she ownself following you all , for that , I can't blame you guys . All my fault , cause I have no guts to talk to her . Everytime , wrong timing , making me lose confidence , you all ask lencras , how hard I try to find her . She's always with her friend etc . That's why I doesn't want to disturb her . Yeah , I'm still innmature to have girlfriend , everyone have their first time right ? Last 2 time , it's a mess , That's why NOW i'm trying very hard . To make her happy . But in the end , Even worse . This makes me lose even more confidence , so what you all want me to do ? I guailan , also want to defend myself , if it's my wrong , fine , I'll keep quiet , But if it is not , I will defend myself . I really need an anger management ,

- Firstly , irritated very very easily .
- Secondly , angry over small things .
-Lastly , offend people very easily .
Hohoho , anyone miss me ? Hahas , Today sure is a tiring day for me :) After school , went straight to ancorvale sports Hall with LENCRAS CHAN HAO WEI for badminton , play till 2 , went to Mac for lunch , after that , went to the racket shop .Slack here slack there , Dhen after that , Someone came :> Then chat awhile , then off she go . LOL . I went up with Lencras , saw her , then carry on with our games . Lencras went off first , play-ed badminton with others ,then went to play basketball :) I want to send her home derh , but she on bus already :( LOL . There will be always next time :) Play-ed audi with her just now , LOL , Short & sweet post :) LOL .
Loving you , I have no complain , hohoho , LOL .
The flashback I have .. All about ex breaking with me , I'm scared .. Really really scared that , you will leave me , somehow . I'm hate that pain , that pain in me , no one will ever know . I have tried to control it . When I have completely ' seal' it , those flashback , make me release again . UGH , when can I seal it ?! I've no choice , but to cry , releasing my fear .. My fear of breaking . I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE THIS DAMN FEELING . WHEN CAN I EVER SEAL IT ?! But now ,I can't bear to see you suffer , just from classmate . Really , I can help you ,please , share the pain with me . I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really can't see you suffer ,

Please , share the pain ,let us both share the pain together , I love you . Flashback , sometime , is really scary . Hope you like that racket I bought for you as birthday present =)
1.11 am now . Can't sleep at all . Hahas , 23062010 ' BEST day for me . Watch ' Karate kid ' with her and her friend . Met at compass at 3 plus , take bus 86 to AMK HUB . Slack awhile there , as the movies starts at 5.45 pm . Bought Nacho for myself , nice uhh , haven't even half of the show , I finish it already . HAHA . Then , she gave me the popcorn , she doesn't want it already , the popcorn DAMN SWEET can ? HAHA . I scare I get diabetes , Joking . The show very touching uhh , almost cried . Jaden Smith , makes me touched . Never gave up even though his leg was injured . Kinda break already =( I respect him uhh ! =) LOL . Wanna take bus home derh , then instead of bus , we took MRT . We took train from AMK to Doubt , Doubt to Serangoon , then take bus . Trash talking in MRT . LOL . Send her back home =)
Then went back home . Man , school starting soon , working hard now . Let bygone be bygone , everything have passed , no point thinking about it =) But sometime , my flashback makes me laugh , all those silly things I've done . Haha .
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Aww , I miss training =( I WANT TO TRAIN ! Watching the Li-Ning opening 2010 , burns me up . Peter Gade that match , I've learn quite a lot of thing , footwork , etc . Using of wrist . Trickshot . He lost the match , well , everyone makes mistake , as long as you learn from your mistake =) I'M ALWAYS YOUR FAN DUDE ! HAHA . COACH , I WANT TO TRAIN ! Haha ,Siao already . LOL . Quite late now , Nights all =) Sweet dream !

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! I want my answer , now or tomorrow . Hahas ,

Happy birthday to you ,
Happy birthday to you ,
Happy birthday to you ,
Happy birthday to you !

Hmm , Answer , I don't really care about it ,I just want you to know , I LOVE YOU .
I don't really know how to be romantic , but , I'm trying very hard to be a nice guy , a guy that can protect you . I can send you home every time if you want , meet at your house void deck , then go school together . I can do that , I really can .It's the matter you want it or not . I really really trying very hard , to win your heart . I doesn't want to affect your studies too . And one thing , I didn't buy something so expensive for a girl before , this shows how much I love you . I know , I save money for the gift , hope you like it =) Please , accept it . You might not know what is that , but , you will know very soon . I've give you a clue already , you can USE it in next badminton training , Obvious eh ? Haha . I really hope that you will accept it .I didn't the phone with a girl for so long . This is the first time . This is the best moment for me . I really really treasure it . Will you , accept me ?