Back to post eh =)

Have lot's of fun yesterday, at diana's house with friends, lawls . Lot's of laughter down there, in fact fun. Lol. But the pain in me, is still like a never ending story.
Saw someone how intimidiate, jealous though, last long eh =) Very sweet, like a an already, be more mature larh, don't flirt here flirt there. Lawls.


Well, read your post, utterly jealous. Didn't get to talk to you for 2 hour. Lawls. Yeah, I'm not a perfect boyfriend, I know long ago. I'm not as sweet as him. I'm a utterly failure. I can do nothing, but cry at the back of the stage. All I can do is, act like nothing happened. My thinking is, I can't give up, I won't let you down, but it's over. Well, thanks anyway, as you do it unperfectly. But the pain in me, is still engulf-ing me. Maybe, love for you is a game, but for me, it' s my life you're talking. I don't like anyone. The one I love is you. You're ireplacable. As you said, it've never been the same. I don't like her, so no point keep asking me to love her etc. You're the one I love the most. I even give my life to you, letting you control me, I know this happiness isn't the one you want. So, what did you want from me? Please tell me, I wanna change to making myself more, better. And last but not least, I (L) YOU, seriously, Loving you, I've no regrets.


Well, FML. Living in this earth, the world, is far most wonderful thing I get. The only wish is, can get you back. I know I can't be better than that guy. I want you to know, I've tried. I have do anything to get you back. Prove to you. If I still can't get you back, I've nothing to say or prove anymore. This is all I can do. Prove to you.