Loving you , I have no complain , hohoho , LOL .
The flashback I have .. All about ex breaking with me , I'm scared .. Really really scared that , you will leave me , somehow . I'm hate that pain , that pain in me , no one will ever know . I have tried to control it . When I have completely ' seal' it , those flashback , make me release again . UGH , when can I seal it ?! I've no choice , but to cry , releasing my fear .. My fear of breaking . I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE THIS DAMN FEELING . WHEN CAN I EVER SEAL IT ?! But now ,I can't bear to see you suffer , just from classmate . Really , I can help you ,please , share the pain with me . I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really can't see you suffer ,

Please , share the pain ,let us both share the pain together , I love you . Flashback , sometime , is really scary . Hope you like that racket I bought for you as birthday present =)
1.11 am now . Can't sleep at all . Hahas , 23062010 ' BEST day for me . Watch ' Karate kid ' with her and her friend . Met at compass at 3 plus , take bus 86 to AMK HUB . Slack awhile there , as the movies starts at 5.45 pm . Bought Nacho for myself , nice uhh , haven't even half of the show , I finish it already . HAHA . Then , she gave me the popcorn , she doesn't want it already , the popcorn DAMN SWEET can ? HAHA . I scare I get diabetes , Joking . The show very touching uhh , almost cried . Jaden Smith , makes me touched . Never gave up even though his leg was injured . Kinda break already =( I respect him uhh ! =) LOL . Wanna take bus home derh , then instead of bus , we took MRT . We took train from AMK to Doubt , Doubt to Serangoon , then take bus . Trash talking in MRT . LOL . Send her back home =)
Then went back home . Man , school starting soon , working hard now . Let bygone be bygone , everything have passed , no point thinking about it =) But sometime , my flashback makes me laugh , all those silly things I've done . Haha .
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Aww , I miss training =( I WANT TO TRAIN ! Watching the Li-Ning opening 2010 , burns me up . Peter Gade that match , I've learn quite a lot of thing , footwork , etc . Using of wrist . Trickshot . He lost the match , well , everyone makes mistake , as long as you learn from your mistake =) I'M ALWAYS YOUR FAN DUDE ! HAHA . COACH , I WANT TO TRAIN ! Haha ,Siao already . LOL . Quite late now , Nights all =) Sweet dream !

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! I want my answer , now or tomorrow . Hahas ,

Happy birthday to you ,
Happy birthday to you ,
Happy birthday to you ,
Happy birthday to you !

Hmm , Answer , I don't really care about it ,I just want you to know , I LOVE YOU .
I don't really know how to be romantic , but , I'm trying very hard to be a nice guy , a guy that can protect you . I can send you home every time if you want , meet at your house void deck , then go school together . I can do that , I really can .It's the matter you want it or not . I really really trying very hard , to win your heart . I doesn't want to affect your studies too . And one thing , I didn't buy something so expensive for a girl before , this shows how much I love you . I know , I save money for the gift , hope you like it =) Please , accept it . You might not know what is that , but , you will know very soon . I've give you a clue already , you can USE it in next badminton training , Obvious eh ? Haha . I really hope that you will accept it .I didn't the phone with a girl for so long . This is the first time . This is the best moment for me . I really really treasure it . Will you , accept me ?
Hmm.. 1.39am already. Hahas, just now talking to someone.. talk for like 2 hours plus? First time talking to a girl for so long, haha! Didn't do much thing today, played maple with someone for like 4 - 5 hours? Haha, I really enjoyed it. Take a lot of screenshot, for fun luh. Haha! Then, ate my dinner, watch-ed sharkboy and lavagirl, She also watching, to sms-ed each other. Thrash talking uh, haha! Hmm, nothing much larh, short post =)
Woo~ Just came back, Haha! Training damn fun uhh! But, my string burst T.T Then coach lend me his racket, damn good lo. Haha! Thank you uhh! After that, went to koufu with Jelson, samson and kirwin for lunch. After that, went to Compass point to slack. Went to find Huiting and Crystal. Then went to ancorvale sports hall there. Went to the badminton shop. Damn long didn't go there already. Walau, his handphone and badminton grip been stolen uhh. Damn the stealer, Damn his whole family uhh! After slacking there, went to play badminton. I HATE THE SPORTS HALL THERE, DAMN WINDY LO! Went back to the shop, slack again. LOL. Hmm, I saving money to buy something for someone. Will give her on her birthday =) SECRET. HEHEHE. Then, went back home. Send someone back home first. Heheheheheheheheeheehe! Then reach home. [L]dieher uhh!
Wednesday
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Back to posting uhh =) Play-ed pool today. Damn fun uhh! Wanna meet someone derh, in the end, didn't. Sorry uhh T.T Played pool with Haowei, Kirwin and BingHong. BingHong damn lucky lo. Anyhow hit also can hit the right ball. WTH. Kirwin and HaoWei pro uhh. I kena thrash. I want cry already. Joking larh, Haha! Before playing pool, went for a swim. Kirwin kept pulling me to the pool. I also drown. LOL. Binghong didn't swim. Then we wanna pull him down derh. Haha!

Tuesday
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Woke up at 7.20am, bath, then meet someone, go to school for training. Training damn fun eh! Not tiring at all. Even though leg cramp in the start. Haha! [L] BADMINTONTTMLARH! Not forgetting her, [L]DIEYOUUHH! Hmm, I've post yesterday, Haiyo, post again larh. Haha! Don't know why, I love to post so much now. Hehe. Plus, kind of addicted to Maple already. Not like last time uhh, play till siao, then create character again. Hahas. Currently, just train an Evan today, Lv 23 already. Noob right? I know. Don't need your comment derh. Haha!
Hehe, just came back from training, damn fun uhh =) Felt so hyper after training, don't know why. Hahas! Then, trashtalking at Koufu. Funny uhh, haha~ Today, didn't felt unhappiness =) I [L] today, and... Haha =) Shhh.. Don't tell anyone. Hahaha! Now, addicted to Maple again, don't know why too. Haha~~

Sorry for what I've done to you, I utterly sorry for it. I know, I don't worth, doesn't deserve a second chance. Just let it be. I've lose hope, feeling etc. Eventually, day by day, feeling evaporating, same like water, every second, minute, it's evaporating. Now, I only [L]... I'm so sorry. I know, I know, saying sorry doesn't mean much. I seriously gave up on you. I didn't say is your fault. Don't think too much. It's my fault =) All my fault =) Now, my pain is gone, peace is near. Gonna go for love =) [L]dieyouuhh!

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